It was a hot forth of July weekend in Los Angeles- I will never forget it-I was recently healed was still a bit shaky about holding on to it. Where I would go to hear truth still had the capacity to influence my inner being. The churches that I would attend to be edified and worship could influence my health, my healing, my mind, my next day. After being newly healed from my multiple chemical sensitivities and food allergies I was still very sensitive to receiving doubt and deception. It would affect my body, I could be feel oppressed and ill, just from words of error.

I was excited about going to this new service, a spirit filled meeting in West L.A., -it was a two hour drive for me at the time, but I wanted to go and be in the spirit and anointing of God. I cautiously positioned myself to be near the back door on the next to last row of seats- so I might make a quick exit if necessary. The minister was giving a testimony. It didn’t witness to my spirit. I felt it was made up to entertain the crowd.

Now what…I sat my eyes peered to the door, ready to make my exit. What really upset me was It seemed as if I was the only person in the room that felt this way- everyone else was having a grand time. Could no one see this was not true. Could no one else discern a lie? It seemed so obvious… The testimony made no sense-How could people believe this? I felt very isolated in my perceptions.

Suddenly in my despair- I heard the voice of God! “Do something for me” God asked, “Say no to all your thoughts-every word just say no to everything you feel and think about this situation right now.”

” Ok, Yes Lord”

I did that- for about 15 minutes I said no-no, to all my thoughts. I received nothing form my own thinking process. “No-no-no.”

“OK”, God said, “now I want you to say yes say yes to me worship me”

“Yes Lord”

I did that for about another 15 minutes…Then God said- “Now,I want you to open your eyes”

“Yes Lord.” I opened my eyes, and looked around the room, the room had turned gold- Gold…

The room was an intense, palpable, rich, shiny, alive, bright and beautiful heavenly gold- The room was illuminated, upheld in the spirit of God-and to add to my surprise and shock, there was nothing but love in the room. As a matter of fact, it was all perfect-everyone was exactly where they were supposed to be, it was a perfect and holy moment! Everyone was doing exactly what they were supposed to be doing-It was a magnificent celebration-a perfect and joyful day in the Lord.

How could this be?

I thought for a moment -I must be insane-I turned back to God. Lord is this what is really going on? I am crazy? I am just being self righteous- are all my perceptions askew? I believed I had a gift of discernment… Are you showing me what I perceived was not accurate a total mind control evil deception? My gift of discernment is not accurate?

God replied-”No, I never said that-What you were seeing had validity. However- All the world is in a deception-thats just the way it is. That is the condition of all the people on earth. True thoughts and error co-mingle-all the perceptions on earth are contaminated. You were looking at their deception and I was looking at yours…The entire earth and everyone in it is in a deception, different illusions at different times..Love is the only truth you have on earth-love furfills the law. Love is the only common denominator of all the people all the hearts and souls on earth.”

Amen….Love can separate you from inherited generational deceptions.

The rest of that day was spent in the love of God- just enjoying and appreciating everyone quite naturally were they were. To this day, when I run into anyone from that service, I am greeted with great love and affection. I will never forget the inspiration and miracles from that service- a service I wanted to run out off.